Sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy without you. I just want it all to be a dream that I can wake up from. This is the surreal shit that happens in books and on movies and in the news, but it happened to us. The impact alone can break you down. Hard to breath sometimes, like the weight of everything is crushing me or maybe my heart just wants to give up. I have to hold so much back just to go thru the day. How much can one suffer alone before they break...
